green tea rotation

finished "the order of time". confusing, inspiring. will write a summary of it. feel like i have to write something about it, to understand.

current green tea rotation is: yuzu || jasmin > bergamot.

how to learn music? i am searching for a systematic way but it's hard, like how to navigate, how to have a bird view over the different genres/sub-genres rather than discovering songs/artists? trying to use bandcamp, rym but so far, i lack the system. listened sonic youth this week. i thought that characteristics of kim gordon's and pj harvey's voice a bit overlapping, maybe not. also deftones new album was an interesting one. the other day, attempted to search for pj harvey and listened pearl jam whole day, because i don't know how to search by this dyslexic mind appearently.

watched sentimental value. absolutely amazing. the tempo, the colors, the family tension, the faces, THE LOOK of the old friends to each other when they know the lie or truth in the room, but nevertheless accepting each other, without saying any word?! and him struggling to accept that he is also old. it's been ages that i haven't been watching anything intentionally. signed up for letterboxd.

listening to creative minds podcast. talking about getting into "continuous mistake flow" from zen philosophy. yes to that.

drawing cylinders is hard in perspective. i am fighting with every coffee cup to look neat. also learned a bit on textures.