the abundance

it was an exhausting week. i am tired of keeping up with the tech. all the posts, all the theories. how to design our galacticas of agents. how to automate our personalities. i am sick of reading peoples skill files, how fancy setup they make, and the next day things get outdated anyways and you need to clean up that "2 day old shit" from your setup. the cleaning up, sifting true the correct thing is the work now, more than the work itself. i can rant about this all day long. it makes all of us panic but it's also quite liberating that we all now have a magic wand that we can do whatever we want by a fingersnap. but it's interesting to observe that the abundance makes us scared than it makes us feel liberated. can't really see where this is going but it's a definetely an interesting one. for me to say, i really enjoy riding this atm, it feels great to be able to experiment all the tooling with no limit, and exchanging with all the smart people. but it's also nerve wrecking, that my brain is becoming the bottleneck. there is a limit on how much i can process of prs, rfcs, blogs, filter out ai slop, multiply my terminals, tasks, git trees and do all at the same time and HAVE A LIFE? it's hard.

this week's listening, Daniel Norgren , the album cover <3

harshest winter of all time in berlin btw, whole city is covered with ice, pretty limited mobility. i enjoy that it makes me stay home and focus on my projects but i am failing on my sleep and workout schedule. which makes a negative spiral that i get more moody and not willing to do any of it anymore. fingers crossed for next week to change the vibes a bit.

a quote I read in a blog that i forget to note the page but noted the quote:

> I was slightly happier, stopped working for purpose in work, and started looking for work that wwould allow me to surf more.. It wasn't a purpose but it was counterweight to capitalism demand of hyperproductivity and work as meaning.

can't find the link now but will update once i find it again.