summer async

2026-07-27

finished famesick. the second half of the book was hard to go through for me. she talks about the chain of health issues and operations including a hysterectomy and as if my period was aware of that everything was more painful from timing to cramps. such a cluster of events that she went through and still amazed how she sustained the amount of ambition to write.

my summer is getting slightly chaotic starting from this week with hosting in-laws, then some trips here and there. i will still try to write but i might choose to keep it quiet a bit, so i expect less regular updates here, a bit of an async summer.

i am looking for books to read during this chaos and it's so hard to choose what to read next. tried to start the bell jar from sylvia plath but i couldn't get the hang of it even after 2 hours in.

this week's on repeat songs are as chaotic as upcoming weeks.

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